I am Jarman.

the single-turn jar-opener superhuman wonder freak

Tuesday, April 10

470!

Not that the number Four Hundred and Seventy has any relevance to what i have to say right now at ALL, but this is my blog's 470th posting. Given, there is nothing necessarily signifigant about most of what I write here anyway.

I've got to write 3 papers in 30 days. That's almost literally a page a day. I've got 3 pages down so far on a first draft for one of them, but the 20 page behemoth hasn't gotten off the ground yet. I need to get my hands dirty (WITH KNOWLEDGE!) before i try expressing some sort of knowledge necessary to write the capstone.

Anyway... I feel a little overwhelmed trying to graduate now. It's all a matter of how i spend my time, and how usefull the time i spend "studying" is. I want to be diligent but can't help myself thinking that summer is too exciting to NOT think about. I wish i had a big dark curtain to put outside my area of focus. Given, the internet is a very wide-open space through which i can instantly gratify anything i want, but i'm going to have to deny that by being somewhere else. Not at home, not in the BCC, but probably in the library. I can picture myself getting a lot of work done there.

I really hope the books i've pulled off the shelves are still hidden in that room up in the library. And if they aren't, then i'll just go pull them off the shelves again and CHECK THEM OUT. That way i'll have no excuse not to put a little more time in on the paper. I need to keep reading for the novel class and I'd like to speak to proffessor wallach about what she is expecting in HER paper as well as how hard the final will be, and what exactly i need to get grade-wise on every assignment in order to pull a B. She is widely acclaimed as one of the nicest people on the planet, as well as in the department, so i hope i can 'get what i need' so to speak.

Now to list what i don't need.
a motorcycle
god of war 2
guitar hero 2 for 360
a new tv
a job
a credit card
new shoes
...to have a good time
to worry about lee or the apartment or a car next year
next year in general

Until i'm done taking every test and have turned in every assignment, i don't need any of those things. I need to be the best student Evan Watters has ever been. This is an ... easy..task...... but I HAVE NEVER GONE TO SUCH LENGTHS TO GET GRADES LIKE THESE.

So into the wild frontier.
Without a motorcycle for now