i just filled the screen with an entire post of everything i had been thinking about over the last few days. After reading it, i noticed that if i had posted what i just wrote, it would scare many of you. So instead of ironing out the wrinkles in my brain so you can read between the lines, i'll leave you with this: My life has blended my reality and fantasy so closely together that i can no longer tell if i'm fantasizing, dreaming, have a nightmare, seeing things for real, imagining things, or even really experiencing the world around me as i naturally should...It's as if my consiousness is diluting into my daydreams. I can't concentrate because i feel myself slipping into a dream-like state. I have no control over where my mind wanders.
I no longer have my feet on the ground.