Here Comes... DR. TRAN

But i LOVE mother!
That is really some funny stuff, google the title of this post and watch the ensuing video :D It can get graphic, so be mindfull of the kids.

I'm updating because it's been about a week and there has been a lot going on. Finals for one, moving out of my apartment, next, and then then coming home finding a job, and then hanging out with Kristina to kind of top it all off.

But my life is drastically changing. I enjoy the thought of having money to spend, as well as a job to try and perform well in/at. I'm looking at jobs at Dewey's pizza, the YMCA, Raconelli's, The Tan Company, Ben & Jerry's, some coffee place, Johnny Rockets, and yet another YMCA. So lots of applications in, with lots of posotive feedback from most of the places (except the coffee and tanning places haha) but leeman applied with me and hopefully we could get a job together :D that way he could drive us to work. Yes i know that is very nice of him. He's a nice boy.

Lee turns 20 today.
Chad turned 24 yesterday.
Great Grandma Boney died yesterday at 100 years old.
Dr. J my study hall coordinator died yesterday too, and I did not expect to lose her like that. More details later once i hear them.

I've had a busy day and want to sleep but can't keep myself from wishing for something else to happen. KLEE-SHAY i don't care. do it. meteor, world war, zombies, radioactive waste spill.. SOMETHING!!!!!

III Missions: Impossible

The real blockbuster hit this summer is going to be me, passing my 3 finals. SHOULD I CHOOSE TO ACCEPT IT... yeah wtf, I don't have a choice.
Of Montreal is awesome. They're like They Might Be Giants, but lyrically less iN54n3. But they are oh so lovely, give a listen.

In fact, go to Pandora and type in their name and you might get a taste, a finger-lickin' good taste.

Ok, time for less blogging, and more paper writing...*mission impossible music*
It's 8:45 and I have 2 papers due at high noon, then a final at 1:30.
RED LIGHT!
GREEN LIGHT!
*jumps from helicopter to plane*

Unforgiving

Peicing myself back together is hard.
I'm not making decisions, i'm thinking...
and never figuring anything out anway...
so no action occurs.

Why can't i just make an action that will force me to make a slew of appropriate actions?
"what do you want to do with your degree? what do you want to be when you grow up?"
first of all, my degree is for graduating and getting the hell out of school
secondly, even if i knew what i wanted to do as a kid, i'm sure as hell nowhere close to realizing that goal as a near-adult.

help me leave

For Teffy

Here I stand
So inspired
To take your hand
And never take for granted
What I was granted
Once again

You touched my heart
Now I can breathe
You saved my life
And still I can't believe you made it happen
Made it happen
Once again

call me once you read this, G o 3

Not real sure if I did this correctly, but I think it's close :

Jarman took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Wants to prove to himself and others that nothing ..." Click here to read the rest of the results.