tired

After ONE DAY of weights in the morning, i feel like i've been through a meatgrinder (SC anyone?). But i'm used to it by now, which means i'll survive as long as i keep complaining. OWWWWWWWW my legsaresosore.

But besides that, i think there is something keeping me from sleeping. It's hard to get to sleep, as well as STAY asleep. Maybe it's just my body readjusting to my bed again. That sounds right.

Now a poem:

Cheep cheep.
i am a bird. cheep
feed me feed me.
cheep cheep.
i am a bird
SQUAWK
i am an eagle.


that reminds me, i ran over a rabbit on the way to morning practice yesterday. it was really sad, he ran right in front of me even though i was on the other side of the street. poor little wabbit.
i just pictured bugs bunny and roger rabbit in deformed masses of rabbitness crumpled at the side of the road... lemme tell ya, that made my day.

-{( MOMENT OF SILENCE )}-

titles don't work...oh well

My internet will be hooked up on Friday.
Not that anyone will really rejoice when they see my away message back up...but that should change.

I have started school.

It has rained for the first 2 days. If I believed in omens, a line of obscenities would follow...

My classes are interesting. Teachers are good, but my classic's teacher is as bland as mayo on a celery stick.

And now...I'm going to write down some goals.
...wtf?
I know! I've never done this before! But it's worth a shot. Hell, i'm thinking about it, so i might as well blog about it.

GOALS! *fancy graphics*
get a 3.0 this semester
go to NCAA's
clean the apartment(regularly)
hang my posters, dammit!
go on a "date"...i'm so lame
eat healthier (not because i'm out of shape, but because i would do better to eat better foods)
save some money for whatever reason
maybe get a job maybe if i maybe maybe i dunno maybe (maybe job)
fix the car if it doesn't cost too much

and that's it for now. I gotta go to my "Sociology of Sport" class (DOUBLEYOO TEE EFF, MATE?!) and then practice and den team meeting an den watch kill bill 2 with Joe, cuz he hasn't seen KB2 yet.

AND OMG EVERYBODY GO SEE GARDEN STATE! IT WAS AMAZING

ignoring slapping

*SLAP*

Strange how a slap in the face can hurt so bad, and then go away. It stings, then dissipates....Maybe that's why WeeL and i have slapped each other so much this summer- it's less painfull than punching. But there are other things that hurt as much as a slap in the face, namely, being ignored.

There is a certain sting you encounter when you notice you are being ignored by someone. The realization hurts like getting slapped: very sudden and offensive. The lingering effects of being ignored don't wither like those of a physical slap in the face. Instead, when someone ignores you, its like running yourself into a brick wall every time to think of speaking to them.

Some people merely accept this as "fate," saying that it was not meant to be or whatever. But I refuse to believe in fate, and suggest that if you are being ignored by anyone, it is because the other person no longer wishes to have you near them. Perhaps you have brought a painfull thought back, or maybe they are afraid of you. In any case, I try not to ignore anyone on purpose. I believe it keeps my horizon BROAD.

and i know this post sucks, but you asked for it, SLOWMAR