posting about nothing

Halloween this weekend. I'm excited. Know why? Because a rented a(an) _______ costume for the party Saturday night.

It's James's birthday today. He turns 21 and can drink legally, among other things. If I had the ability, I'd treat James to a lesson of how-to-own-in-Burnout 3. He would gladly accept, i'm sure.

My car is looking and feeling more like a jalopy every day. I want to sell it for that '85 VW van Aaron and I saw. I should bring that up to mom and pop, i'm sure they wouldn't mind. I mean...it's a WHOLE VAN!

I haven't talked to Omar in a while and I miss him.(PIBBNOTE: please do not think that because i left a link to a homosexual greek writing that i am in any way homosexual. I only miss omar for his blantant random and jovial humor and personality....i better stop, because the more i say here the worse it gets) I only really know that he's not dead because he changes his away message and leaves comments on this ole' BLOG. I have edited out every "w33t" he puts in his comments because i don't like the word "w33t." So maybe he's a bit upset about that, but i hope he understands that i run a tight ship around here, and those w33t's have got to go.
[not really, but i just edit them out anyway]
So halloween will be fun. I expect to end up showing off for everyone at the party while wearing my _______ costume for two reasons:
1. I like showing off.
2. My costume kicks ass.

JAMESXX0R IS 21zzzzzz
N0W H3 15 T3H 0LD357 PWNZXX0R 0N 8.N37!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111111112121212121212121212121212121212121drinkydrinky

link

http://www.perseus.tufts.edu/cgi-bin/ptext?lookup=Plat.+Sym.+223a

this is a link to one of my readings.
it sucks.
go and read it....or don't....i don't care really.....but it sucks either way.

AFS;JXCVOPIUWE

My parents have decided to bring up EVERYTHING that i've ever owed them, and tell me that i should all of a sudden worry about it and that it needs to be payed back immediately. To that, i say: fuck that.

I understand that i owe them a lot of money, but for most of that, i kinda considered it to be parents-pay-for-things money. I feel like they're giving up on me...like they don't trust me at all and they don't care if i succeed in anything. Kinda like i'm on my own, but with less support that i've had the past few years...which, i'd say, is rather sudden. So fine. Time to get a job.

Went dancing with the team and everything this weekend(and i did it wearing my SANDALS(WTF!?!?!?)) and people stepped on my heel (the one that hit the board) like 5 times and it hurts. ow. But i'll be alright. This weekend was a recruiting weekend, and we had a girl diver out on a trip from Aaron's hometown in Canada. Kendra is way cool and is a really good diver, so i think she'll fit in on the team well. Last night, however, aaron was piss drunk and got offended when she told him she was like a brother to her. This offended him for one reason or another, which led Kendra to hang out with me for lots of the evening. It's nice having an attractive girl to hang out with all night, even if we both worried about aaron anyway.

Have i mentioned that i got in an accident? Thursday morning i got hit by a nurse in a 3000GT while i was on my way to morning practice (at 6:30am). She clipped the back side of my car and hti part of the tire, so the tire isn't exactly pointing forward...well it is, but it's crooked. So i'm gunna have to get that looked at. Parents aren't real happy about that either... whatever.

Summary: foot hurts, Kendra's cool, parents mad, money = spent, car needs a miracle, and teffy is yes.

notice the awesome shades....and notice the crooked smile. wicked awesome 

I'm using my blog as a confessional. I went and did something I haven't done, and have tried not to do in a long time....It was just a matter of time, but lots of you had faith in me, so i'm sorry to let you down... But i went to this website today. And...well, you can see for yourself.
I'm so sorry.

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!don't read this part until you have read and clicked on the above part!
"The highly anticipated teaser trailer for Star Wars: Episode III Revenge of the Sith will make its theatrical debut with Pixar's The Incredibles in the U.S. and Canada on November 5."

Ok, i'm sorry that you all had to see that, but i felt that it was necessary (or because i can't spell necessary, i felt it was needed) I'm late for practice and i downloaded a picture thing that lets me post pictures, so here goes nothing....

after big 12s

Well i had a diving meet this weekend. I was puking Thursday all day, and then by Saturday i was doing 205c on 1 meter for 7's. Nice turnaround, eh? (for those of you who don't get the 205c reference, just know that i did good) But i did manage to hit the board on 3meter...which hurts...so i'm not gunna talk about it because i'm embarrassed...MOVING ON!

Study hall again. I have changed my hours around so that i'm no longer in there friday mornings with nothing to do. Instead I have lots of hours Sun-Thursday....which still sucks oh well i'll get over it it's for the best a penny saved is a penny earned domo origato mr whatever who cares next sentence. I still think it's weird how i'm making time for school and putting studying first and stuff. It's just creepy, that's all.

Agenda for the week: haircut, new pants, math test Thursday, laundry?, recruiting this weekend, and final goal: PLAY VIDEO GAMES! Expect another post this week on any of the previous items, or just expect a post later period.

I have had a eerily fun time clicking around The Facebook and finding people. It's crazy. I'm addicted. Go. Everyone. NOW!
www.thefacebook.com

If any l337 64m3rz want to play SC or Warcraft, gimme an "OMGZZZ" cuz i have the urge...and, well...i want to play.

44 snakes.
too many w33ts
any more w33t's will be DELORTED!

love blog love blogging

"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all." Shakespeare is known for saying that because it's true.... to a point. The void that we try to fill without love is extremely deep and wide. But given the options of love or no love (ever)...i'd choose love. My non-superficial convictions are a very strong part of who i am, and i suppose that makes me an understanding and intelligent person. But the other, physically demanding and materialistic parts of me still have an influence on my actions. Therefore I am torn between those two wills, and unfortunately, stuck in jepoardy-like, confusing, back and forth reasoning.

But back to me being in a weird mood and writing this post in the first place. I don't know why i'm writing it. And in the second place, i wish i was thinking about something else. Third place: i'm not wearing any pants. 4th = i'm writing this if not ONLY to keep people from continuing to put snakes in my other boot. 26 snakes is enough.

What i'm trying to say in the first paragraph is that i'm too unwilling to let my physical desires rule my life. So in a physical, materialistic, ruthless, mainstream, young-and-eager, college life environment like the one i'm in now.... i really don't see how i will find anyone. So i guess i'm saying.... i'm done.

I can accept that i'll be a bachelor for the rest of my life. I've lived enough to die happy as it is. Sure i would have loved having a family, but if i'm just not cut out for it, fine. It sucks, i can deal.

I'm not a man-whore.
I'm not really anything any girl really wants.
I'm ok.

snake away, amigos!

game plus whatever

Alright, this cheers me up. Mostly because he falls asleep as soon as he hits the floor.
Zer Drunken Gamme

It's defanitely foreign, so just click on the things that say "clicken"
I've been playing for 2 minutes and love it
my record is 17 meters

crispety crunchety butterfinger.

things to buy to assuage the depression: watch, cd player, GBA game, car part, '85 VW van - blue and BEAUTIFUL (that last one is just a dream, i'm not really entertaining the thought)

And down here i guess i'll really post...*shrug*

wee

Blogger has seriously upgraded it's formatting. I have already talked about this, and said that i should change the layout of the blog to accomodate more enterprising and useful accessories. But i love my GREEEEN background and would be lost without it. I would take a poll of my readers as to what final decision should be made, but i'm questioning how many people will reply to a poll since i've been so...unsatisfied with the way of things. (my sister is so smart and i LOVE HERRRR) So maybe later, but not right now.

The inspiration to write comes mostly from me being in study hall and not doing anything productive whatsoever. <-not true, i printed off a study guide and visited A&M's swim and diving site to look at their new freshman. (by the way, they have one freshman from Edmonton, Canada and he'll be a good opponent, esp paired with picard who is already over there. but anyway) I meet with my advisor today. I haven't met with an advisor since the beginning of my freshman year, and even then it was an akward situation talking about "my future." So we'll see how that goes and i'll report back here asap...or asaiw (as soon as i wanna).

Now enough of that right side crap. I'm getting my hair corn-rowed saturday for the wanksta party. I don't know what else to wear, though... a few of the freshman girls need a pimp and asked me i'd help them out (how can i say no?) so i might need to pick up a pimp hat, pimp chalise, along with some sort of leisure suit or something, but i dunno how/when/where i'd find any of those things. Did i mention that i will have cornrows in? w00t to that, i say (unless it hurts(IT MIGHT HURT, ALRIGHT?))

Diving is going well, the whole team is in the water and we are starting to throw some optionals, which is entertaining and exciting. Morning workouts are hard but productive, and tower isn't so bad anymore...just...it hurts of course. Big 12 relay meet at Kansas is the 14th and i'm ready-to-fucking-go. I'm excited and pumped and everything...but i'm not sure anyone else on the team is...it's hard to encourage a freshman sometimes, especially when they think of me as someone who jokes around all the time. I only hope the meet will be a good opportunity to let them know that we take meets seriously, and that there is nothing Greg, Aaron, or I hate more than a shitty/non-competetive additude. wahoo diving fun

School is working out good. I had a bad day yesterday, but nothing i can't make up for. Math is turning out to be one of my easier subjects now that i have a tutor and am staying diligent in my homework, etc. Creative writing is really fun, but deviating from my normal "style" aka-blogginess, is hard. Learning how to write better is really fun for me. I used to hate writing in h.s., but now i enjoy it. Because it's challenging and rewarding like diving is. I'm crazy, aren't I. I'm losing my mind. I just expressed joy about a class....SCHOOL: I THOUGHT I HATED SCHOOL WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?????? Losing my mind.. oh wait...there it is under the couch *brushes off mind and puts back in place*

And it's not that i don't like living with Joseph, it's just that i would rather live with Vick again. Vick and i are sloppy in the same ways, and Joseph is pretty tidy...but then again he has his stuff ALL OVER THE FUCKING APARTMENT. Half my place looks like a freakin' garage full o' CRAP (for reference, CRAP = remote control airplane parts, planes, controllers, etc.) and he's got a workshop set up in the kitchen too.

*accidentally walks away from the computer for 10 minutes* SHIT, I GOTTA GO! study hall over, advisor meeting in 10 minutes. bye

angry at the opposing gender

an insight into my mind at the moment would be viciously scary.
stay behind closed doors
use protective lenses
do not feed the jarman

if you are a girl, do not speak to me
go away

posting in class

I'm in my math class learning about regression lines...AGAIN. It's a shame how slow and boring class can be, especially when I do my homework. Seeing as how i've already gone over everything we are talking about, this is so boring. Not that i'm bragging or anything either.

Besides class being boring... I find myself begging the weekend to get here sooner. Not because i want a break, but because i want to go out with the team and actually DO STUFF. Nigel and I need to see Shaun of the Dead, and this weekend we have recruits out and a wanksta party. I enjoy hanging out with my teammates, which is a slight difference from last year.

I have also been putting alot of time into thinking about.....MY FUTURE. Like a job, paying for things, place to live, etc. Creepy stuff, actually. I am entertaining the thought of being an english major. This will include lots of crappy school...but then again, what major won't include a bunch of shit like that? So i'm optimistic about my footchur...crazy, eh?